Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Surgery, Socialization, and Service
So, I had my plastic surgery consult last summer, and the plan is to wait until next summer to do my tummy tuck and breast lift because I'll (hopefully) be on sabbatical in the fall of 2013 and that will give me months of recovery time. But apparently my husband is tired of hearing me moan about my sad sacks, and has suggested maybe I should look into doing my breasts this year and the tummy tuck next summer as planned (I don't have the money for both this summer, so that's off the table). I'm torn. My head says wait-- just go through one recovery, one battle with unfilling and then refilling my band, one anasthesia risk, and a saved $1000 by doing them both at once. It really is the SMARTEST thing to do. But I'm so so tempted to go ahead and do the girls this summer so I can look at myself in the mirror without shuddering in horror (a slight exaggeration, don't worry about me too much).
Has anyone had a breast lift and want to comment on the process? Last summer my surgeon said I should be fine with a lift-- I have enough tissue left to not need an implant, but I'm not sure if that is still the case. My body sure has changed over the year, even if my weight has been fairly stable.
In other news, I am finally being a good dog mommy and taking my 7 year old dog to a training class for socialization issues. She is sooo anxious around other dogs that she gets anxious-aggression (snapping) and this is my fault for not ever socializing her. We went to our first class last night and I'm so proud of her. Man, she was not happy in the beginning, crying at me and jumping on me to try to get me to leave (she is a muscular 55-lb dog), but eventually she calmed down and by the time we got home I could tell she was super-proud of herself. We have three more weeks of classes and after that, the training place lets you come back to the same class for free "refreshers". My hope is that by the end of the summer when we go on vacation to Florida, I won't have to shut her up in a bedroom when our friends come to our beach house for the weekend with their dog.
Today marks a full-two weeks of me actually getting up every day and going on a walk. Sometimes I take the pups, and sometimes I go by myself. I tried to jog yesterday and realized quickly that I'm just not mentally ready for it. On the one hand, I'm afraid that if I push myself to run too soon (an activity I actually loathe), then I'll just quit everything in order to avoid it. On the other hand, I just don't feel like walking is a good workout for me anymore and I need to do more to get my heart rate up. I'm just trying to tell myself it's about the habit for now-- even if all I do is walk all summer, if I do it every day and make it a part of my routine, then who cares if it takes me a while to push myself to do more. Walking every day is a hell of a lot more than I've done in many many many years.
Right now I'm waiting, for the second day in a row, for the air maintenance person to show up and do the summer service on our central air. I HATE WAITING ON SERVICE CALLS. Why the hell can't they make an appointment with me for a time? Why do I have to sit around my house uselessly for four hours (or more) until they show up? I understand emergency calls take precedence, but they have my freaking phone number-- would it be so hard to CALL ME???? I don't even want to go lay out by my pool, because I don't want to be in my swimsuit when the dude shows up at my house. Argh. *shakes fist in useless frustration*