Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Blah Blah, RedundantCakes
New number on the scale today-- 201.6.
SO FRAKKING CLOSE!
Still struggling a bit this week with (head?) hunger. I don't think I need a fill, because when I eat too fast things go down slow. I've never been stuck but it's felt close a couple of times this week (like today, with my Dr. Kracker 3-seed flatbread topped with chicken salad- that cracker did not want to go down nicely). I'm leaning toward mid-cycle hormone fluctuations but I guess I'll have to ride it out and see. In any case, as long as I'm losing I probably won't be motivated to mess with my fill.
This week people are coming out of the woodwork to tell me "You look good." Mostly students. It's strange when it's a student. I say thank you, and genuinely mean it, but then I change the topic immediately. I don't know why it's so weird but it is-- and totally different than a colleague or friend or family member saying it.